1. Intro
Lifeless. No Love For The World.
2. Born Dead
i look around at all these faces and realize how meaningless each one is. i know i'm just as
fucking worthless. i know i never had a chance. nobody lives forever, but i was born dead
from the start. when you're young, they tell you you're so full of promise and you can be
whatever you want to be. they never told you the girl in front of you would be a whore, and the kid next to you would blow his brains out, and your best friend would stab you in the back. sometimes i think that this has to be fucking hell because you're giving so much and watch it slowly taken away.
3. Day By Day
give up on hope and kill your dreams and memories. they only end up haunting you. years went by and i haven't shed a tear. the colder you are, the less you fear. live life day by day. and rock bottom's not far away because everything's lost. everyone's gone and i haven't cared in so long. and my heart is freezing. i'll laugh as the world is bleeding.
4. Disgust (feat Max from Doubledealer)
What is it that makes a person dessert their friends, their life, the things that they swore
so fucking much about. i heard that lie about living the scene and how they were here to
stay. the people who preach the most seem to be the biggest hypocrites. but i'll never leave
these things behind. this is the only place that i feel at home and am elsewhere the
outcast. you claimed that you were here to stay. but you faded away. you claimed that you
were here to stay, that you would never fade away. this is the only thing that makes me feel
alive while the rest of the world drags me to my knees and makes me feel empty and dead. you
left this. i have nothing but disgust for you. take your perfect life and forget my fucking
name.
5. P.O.S.
i'm a piece of shit just living for myself. all i have is hatred for everyone else. i paved
this path of self destruction and i know no better way to solve these problems but violence.
and i've looked so many people in the eye and just genuinely want them fucking dead. you can
only bite your tongue so long before your teeth are grinding. my rage is set on implode. it
seems that life got sick of me.
6. Cursed
stuck in the past and trapped in a curse. things never change and time makes them worse. the
punishment dealt is the pain that i've felt. is this life or living in hell? sorrow, hatred,
and misery. that's all this life has ever give to me. i took what's mine cause i deserved it
and it took back like i wasn't worth it. i'm sick and tired of all these fakes and that's
the reason i am this way. i wasn't worth it. lost mind, cold heart, no soul. this is life as
i know it and i have lost control.
7. Unstoppable (feat Karl from Strength For A Reason)
that light gets dimmer every day. i'm tired of this strife. i'll pick up something that
seems unreal and throw it in my life. in this world all i have is my pride and my friends.
cause in the end that's all i got but to me it means a lot. we've been so close for so long
that i'd be lost if you were gone cause every morning that i wake up, it gives me a reason
to give a fuck. for all of those forever real, for the tried and true i'd fucking kill.
cause without you i'd have no will and for my friends i'd fucking kill. this is my word and
i swear when you need me i'll be there. when things look impossible, we'll be unstoppable.
8. No Way Out (feat Stikman from Fury Of Five)
this is the one thing i told myself that i'd never do. and i've trying, dying, to fucking
evacuate these decisions but they always end up wrong. you can only avoid your problems for
so long because one day it catches up to you. and it doesn't seem fair that this rests in my
hands. i never had a fucking chance and i've never been put in such a situation where my
back is up against the wall. sometimes i feel i'm not the person they want me to be. and i
wonder what you would do if you were in my shoes. i feel like i'm betraying myself while i
disappoint and let the others down. can't you understand i'm living my life within your
hate. this made a war inside my head, i can't escape. life means death and death ends
strife. i'm tough as hell but i'm losing the fight. fuck this world, i can't win. there's no
turning back from where i came in. there's no easy way out. wish i didn't care about all
these things inside my head. makes me wish that i was fucking dead.
9. Outcasts
i used to care. all that went away along with the hopes that things would get better.
outcasts walking in the shadows always footsteps behind. unloved, forgotten, just waiting to
die. what can i say? is it justice i struggle from day to day while addicts in hollywood are
idolized for being scumbags? and i would give my soul to drown this world in it's own filthy
fucking blood.
10. NLFTW (feat John from Animal Haus)
i have this drug called hate flowing through my veins. cut me open and see what misery is
like. i can't look anyone in the eyes without disgust. searched this life for something to
love. behind these dead eyes, there's no love for the world. i feel trapped by this world.
cause i've looked and found that nothing good is here. so what's left when all you know is
hate? fuck this life, fuck destiny and fate. this place has left me alone, self-imprisoned.
and i have grown cold, and i have grown numb. love is a weakness and remorse is for fucking
cowards.