Genres : Other / Hardcore / Hardcore
Hometown : Rotterdam, NL
Official Website :
Current line-up :
Vocals : Cindy van der Heijden
Guitar : Ernst-Jan Smits
Guitar : Bas
Bass : Kees
Drums : richard Van Liessum
Former/Past Members :
Guitar : Marcel Helder
Guitar : Melvin Sam-Sin
Bass : Badr van der Heijden
Bass : Normen Sam-Sin
Album : Can'T Kill What's Inside (2007)
Tracklist :
1. Wake Up Call
2. Black Heartened
3. Determination
4. I Will Arise
5. Keep It Real
6. Start at Zero
7. A Matter of Choice
8. As Long as It Takes
9. Some Kind of Hate
10. Shattered
11. Fist vs. Thoughts
12. Symbols of Simplicity
1. AS LONG AS IT TAKES
No regrets no brakes. Just as long as it takes. Turning the pages on the story of my life. The memories remain after the sacrifice. Blank eyes and a fistfull of shattered dreams. Through silence I still hear the screams. These eyes in the mirror shift my soul. Tell me how come I lost control. Without a single moment to waste I just cut, cut to the chase. I’ve got the aswers worth fighting for. I will be down, down to the core. Looking back on all the things I’ve said and done. I’ve made mistakes but I will carry on. A better life is what I intend. I’ll just keep on fighting untill the bitter end. Without a single moment to waste I just cut, cut to the chase. I’ve got the aswers worth fighting for I will be down, down to the core.
2. I WILL ARISE
I will arise. Not another second of my time. What goes around will come around. To dumb to take a stand. Faith in dreams they always die but nightmares hold the upperhand. Wind strong in my face. I'm staggering through. I'm closer to the ground than I’ ll ever get to you. Well the doors that once were open, have shut in my face. And what is the fucking reason. The fact you pushed me over the edge. Flames that keep up this fight determine me to arise. The world turns, hate burns inside. I will arise. Who the hell do you think you are talking shit behind my back. Step up and say what you will and I will do as I please. Not another second of my time. I will arise now.
3. KEEP IT REAL
Is it you or is it just me. Sometimes your too blind to see. I’m an outcast in your point of view because I’m slightly different in the things that I do. What ever happened to those days where we could get along in all ways. Isn’t it about the music. The heart and soul hardcore in your veins and not about the right looks. Or the amount of blood stains. Back in the days it didn’t matter. The way you looked we stood together. Always shared one true love. Passion for hardcore used to rise above. Used to rise above. I guess there is no unity for you if I don’t know the people you do. Hypocrit you missed the clue. Hardcore music is for me and you. Isn’t it about the music. The heart and soul hardcore in your veins. And not about the right looks. Or the amount of blood stains. Is this the way we supposed to be?.
4. SOME KIND OF HATE
This song goes out to the one who lost all the right fucking answers. What is the excuse this time? What is the reason you had no time? No time for me. Is this what you call family. Treat me like i’m the fool. I’ve grown up and what did you achieve. Lost time. Just turn your head away and leave. You’ll never earn my respect. Because I won’t forgive or forget. All these time you showed your hate. This pain will never fade. And now you want respect. Take two steps back. I’ve learned to leave with the history. A burden you put upon me. The pain i had, I’ll never forgive or forget. Way to proud to change your view. What the fuck was i supposed to knew.Call yourself a real man. I hope some day you’ll understand. You’ ll never earn my respect. Because I won’t forgive or forget. Never forgive. Never forget. This pain.
5. START AT ZERO
All the times I thought I was close and all the times I thought you knew. All the times I thought I could trust. You torn these thoughts into dust. It doesn’t matter how many boundaries you’ll make to limit my ground. Spill your hands in blood stains. Your armoury of blames won’t get me down. Needed more than I could give you. All the times I helped you out and all the times you stabbed my back. All the times you showed your lack. I will make you see the truth. It’doesn’t matter how many excuses you’ll come up with to show your right I wont spill my hands on this lost my determination will bring you down. Needed more than I could give you. It’s not just you anymore. Time for me to settle the score. Count in the lost, this is what you’ve caused. Your game is over. Start at zero.
6. A MATTER OF CHOICE
Still feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins. Still got my beliefs and dedication in my own way. Set your goals. Only actions give life strenght. Set your goals. Strong reasons make strong actions.And what about you? Your just fading away.Your heart is not in it and you’ve got nothing to say. Still don’t seem to know what this is about. There is only one way in and only one way out. Set your goals. Only actions give life strenght. Set your goals. Strong reasons make strong actions. Still take pride from being honest and have room for change. I’m still dedicated . I’m standing here laughing while you fade. While you fade. So you gave up. Lost interest in this cause.
7. BLACK HEARTED
Okay motherfucker we will see who has the longest breath. You wanted to meet your demons well here I am. I count the seconds till you die. You think you fucking know me. But you don’t know a fucking thing. What do you try to proove here? There is nothing in between. The lies you call truth and reality. It’s your own fucked up mind. Take two steps. Get the fuck out of my way. Bring back the forgotten truth. Every black hearted word still remains. You had a point but you forgot it. You had a chance but you blew it. You had a point but you forgot it. You had your chance. You think you fucking know me. But you don’t know a fucking thing. What do you try to proove here? There is nothing in between. The lies you call truth and reality. It’s your own fucked up mind.
8. DETERMINATION
It’not to hard to see you hate my goddamn guts. Jelousy and disrespect you never had the balls. Always had to push my luck far past the point where others would have given up long before i would. There is one thing i know for sure. Nobody can keep me down. There is one thing i know for sure. Nothing can keep me down. Never got a single fucking thing for free. Honestly earned the position that I’m in. It’s been a goddamn struggle, I’m sure you know. All the times that I believed in my own strenght. There is one thing i know for sure. Nobody can keep me down. There is one thing i know for sure. Nothing can keep me down. It takes determination and courage. Falling and getting back up. To make crucial changes for a better life.
9. SHATTERED
Something has defenetly died. Mabye your soul, maybe my mind. All I know is that I made this burden mine. A problem I can’t hide. All I need is just one chance to get it right. A chance to proove that I can choose. Cause I will win. Maybe this is not the time to turn my head away. I’ ll shed one tear for the flesh. Or take this to the grave. All I need is just one chance to get it right. A chance to proove that I can choose. Cause I will win. I must have dreamed a million thoughts. How to destroy a tender heart. I got a million words inside. But my direction is lost. I’ve got a battle you can’t win.
10. SYMBOLS OF SIMPLICITY
Compassion the one thing that we need to breach. Acceptance of the goals we cannot reach. If we could at least take our blindfolds off and realise the damage we cause. The more we learn, the less we see. Symbols of simplicity. A deadthly sin, became a ritual. What gives us the right to go wrong intentional? Compassion the one thing that we need to breach. Acceptance of the goals we cannot reach. If we could at least take our blindfolds off and realise the damage we cause. Mankind helps itself to complete eradication. The finishing blow. History becomes fiction. What heritage do our kids get? A world collapsed into the abstract. A deadthly sin, became a ritual. What gives us the right to go wrong intentional.
11. FIST VS THOUGHTS
We won’t forget. Fist vs thoughts. We won’t forget. Fist vs thoughts. Here I am what’s the plan? You’ve made me curious. You said something about fucking me up, covering me with dirt. Promises, promises that’s all you’re good for. No regrets, no respect, nothing to offer. Well I’m still right here. So take your best shot. I won’t put my dukes up. Fist vs thoughts. So I gave you a second chance and what did I get? You fucked me up and then played numb. You showed no regrets. Don’t forget I had you back more times I wished for. A benefit for your bullshit. You always got more. The only thing between us now. Your so called vengeance. Well it’s just too bad. You had your chance and you know the answers. So take you best shot. Fist vs thoughts.
12. WAKE UP CALL
All around I see these eyes stare at nothing. Staring at the dust that once was something. Losing hope upon dreams that once were vivedly. Cold hearts leave dark days drenched in misery. I’m sick sick so sick of it all. The way the world turns and men creates it’s fall. End of days is men in disguise. As time ticks by when will we realise that everything dies in our arms. Everything dies in our arms. Every hour a voice is lost. Hearts tied to the floor. Tied by chains of society. Our fate is sealed till days shall be no more. In this world of hearts there is nothing beating at all. In this world of hearts. There is nothing. Hold your dreams close to your heart. This world is falling apart between today and tomorrow. Stop hiding your face. Open your eyes.You have got to make a choice. Your chances won’t come, won’t come for free. In this world of hearts there is nothing beating at all.
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